i decided to get a blog on this site. why, because this is where everyone else has one. and no one ever reads mine, because to be honest i can hardly find it. I never read blogs. but this morning i started at 9am, and lost track of time and it was 11 when i finally stopped. Unfortunlly i dont believe my blog will be as insightful or good for that matter but i can give it a try.
today is thanksgiving. i hate thanksgiving. i am thankful for things but! i hate family get togethers. because i just sit there. and have my grandma give me yet another shape magazine. she is a hairdresser cosmotoligist or whatever you call it.. so she tries to be nice and help out.. but it feels more of like a to-do list. its happened my whole life though, so i tend to just not let it bother me. Um, she gave my mom and dad their christmas present the other day, and its to help pay off some of our house.. so i can go to college. it was really a huge suprise to me, i guess it just goes to show you some people have different ways of treating you. (btw i dont just love her because she is paying off some of our house)
speaking of college. its soon. so soon. no one in my grade wants to be a senior anymore. they all want to leave. they say "i cant stand waverly" well i used to always say that but the other day i sat down and thought about it.. i can hardly imagine myself anywhere else. i have grown up at River Valley.. i have been going there since maybe the 3rd grade. I have built some of the strongest relationships there. I have all of my best friends here, and my family. They will be in my life around me financially but, besides the every so often call here and there..they wont. I am a big ole' daddy's girl all the way. I tell my dad everything. And every afternoon when i come home from school he has lunch fixed..and so on.. its really a nice system we have worked out. I want to strengthen me and my moms relationship a bit before i leave. due to we hardly have one.
im a senior. and ive always been told to not focus so much on the future.. but then why is everyone making me focus so much lately.. any thought?
